Ok. This is my last journal here so read if you want some information.

Everything's gone. It's not coming back. Second Heartbeat will not be finished (obviously) along with Eternal Rest (Not that that was going anywhere anyway).

It was very nice knowing most of you. I have had a back up account for some time now and I'm on that one now. If you want to know it note me because I'm not telling the name publicly. If you wish to watch me on that account please note me on this one, I'll check this one regularly for a bit then I'm going to stop going on here entirely.

My new story will hopefully be going up on that account soon. Hope you'd like to read it maybe.

If not then I suppose this is Goodbye. It was nice knowing most of you. I didn't expect things to go this way and I rather wish they hadn't. But they did and there isn't anything I can do about it.

I'll just leave you with this.

I see nothing in your eyes, and the more I see the less I like.

Is it over yet, in my head?

I know nothing of your kind, and I won't reveal your evil mind.

Is it over yet? I can't win.

This will be all over soon.
Pour salt into the open wound.

Is it over yet? Let me in.

So sacrifice yourself, and let me have what's left.
I know that I can find the fire in your eyes.
I'm going all the way, get away, please.

You take the breath right out of me.
You left a hole where my heart should be.
You got to fight just to make it through,
'cause I will be the death of you.

I'm waiting, I'm praying, realize, start hating.

That look in your eyes
Is filled with such hate
As if it's my fault for the choices you've made

I'll stand away, I'll stay away

You tell yourself lies
They tear me apart
You hate yourself so you brake my heart

What's there to say? What's there to say?
No way!

I can't breathe
Your demands are crushing me.
I'm trapped inside,
Your warm sense of reality.
I'd go inside,
But then you'd get the rest of me.
That can never be.

I'll admit you had me
Believing you'd changed.
But you're still a leech,
Sucking blood from my veins.
I swear I'm done.
I'm sure you had your fun.



-Shadow